07 December, 2004
Look at that! Its December 7th.
Okay. So what's been going on? I have fifteen minutes before work to explain myself.
I think that what's been going on ... is that... I loved it here for a very long time. Was the bread and butter of my days- kept me going to sane and gave me somewhere to rant and rave.
Hats off to those people who kept up all those months and months with the daily grind and crazy that was (is) my life.
I'm not sure what happened.
Things happened that made me distrust not the interenet, nor diaryland, nor the people I met through here but just people in general. Became much easier to just speak into the air and receive little input over on livejournal than to talk here. Who knows why its just the way it goes I suppose.
But it seems sad to say goodbye in that silent way- better to come here and say, "I think that's all folks."
I have to go through and save to my favourites all those amazing diaries that have kept me happy for so long- the people I met right at the beginning- whom I adored from afar and were lovely enough to give friendship in return.
Anyway, who knows- things change- even writing here now might make me think- oh hey this is a good place and I want to write here again.
I really need to get the internet connected at home- Christmas present anyone?
who knows.... la la la la.....