27 October, 2003
I come here like its a chore. Its a good chore don't get me wrong. I like being here but its been delegated to the timed area of life- I have an hour to do this before work.. halfway through my nineteen days straight of working with only one day off and then the same stretch again...
where in all that can we find a night to stay up late and write reams of ramble?
However I have decided that something about working a lot and spending all my spare time sitting reading at the cafe and having foodstuffs thrown at me and large welty pen marks raked across my forearms must be giving me some sort of glow- its not the solarium- its the life I swear!
This glow is like a nice mating moon for the moth boys of StKilda. The latest victim being a bejewelled 20 year old who talks in the strangest way and has more piercings than I've ever seen- I'm yet to see his Prince Albert- though we have discussed that its quite alright to show random strangers (as opposed to non random strangers?) your prince albert piercing as its really just naked bodies and we all have one (atleast.)
He told me I'm cool and that he'd like to go on a date with me. Nice. He has a black light in his room and likes trans(?)something or other dance (or something) and dislikes overly vocal dance (huh?)
Yeah I don't know either. Clare did. Claire probably would too.
I do agree with the general concensus that you shouldn't date someone whom you think, "You'd be better naked and silent."
I have a friend who is inlove with one of these people- the kind that you feel undying love for if only they remember to shuttup and get down to business. You don't like their clothes, their passions, their ideas or them really, but naked and going for it they are rather endearing- enough for you to think its love.
Strangely I know a boy who THINKS I think about him like this and I really don't. I do like him when he's silent and naked but I actually think he's a lovely person (eeek do you cringe when a man is referred to as lovely? I do. I wonder why. I think that's bad. I'll have to address that.)
Its all strange ..I mean people are strange.
you are strange. we all think we're strange. I think maybe we actually are.
whatever and ever amen.
down by the water
little black seeds
no I don't mean metaphorically or maybe I do
the best life
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