just another manic mundane
15 December, 2003
Last night I sat on a 'pooof' in front of the telly and watched the thing on Cold Chisel. I went to bed, rolled a joint and read an article on Guy Pierce.
That's about it really.
Oh and I wondered what the fuck I was doing.
I wondered that a lot.
Tonight I'm going to watch several hours of Survivor.
Its the last night and I have the other night to watch as well.
It all seems so mundane on the surface- and it is- and yet again everything else going on is so fucking exausting.
I have gone from drinking and causing problems to problem drinking to keep the problems at bay.
I am broke and its all my fault.
Everything seems so stupid at the moment.
End of story.
You're all so quiet.
down by the water
little black seeds
no I don't mean metaphorically or maybe I do
the best life
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