10 October, 2003
Was just thinking how dodgy will it look when I take J's bag in to his work in the morning! Such a non-dodgy sitch but still.. nah who's kidding.. dodgy enough.. no not dodgy. Oh well.
So I drowned missingful sorries again tonight and its not from missing Dan. I do.. I know that I'll see him and be so astounded by how good it is to have him around... but still....
its just the way things are.
Happy but... wondering about the need to fill.
I need to fill.
Gaping hole o'me etcery.
decided that there's no audience so I might as well ramble incoherently.
There is, rather surprisingly, a god barking in my neighbourhood. As I can't imagine a house nearby that a dog could live in... and it sounds like its from the street I'm having all sorts of ideas about "dog trapped in car," "owner lying dying on street as dog barks for assistance."
Spoke to Aidan. Did I just speak to Aidan?
Did J just call me to let me know that he left his bag in L's car? Did L say something about A's birthday party?
Is Wednesday night ON or is it ON?
Is my life spiraling out of control in that singluar fashion that it has that we haven't seen since mid 1999?
Would you like to come and rescue me back into normal living?
I've lost Tim's number.
That's not good.
xxxx