i hate text messages
07 October, 2003
I am a fool. Repeat after me. .... "Alex is a fool"
Really I should know better. Why don't I know better?
I don't know better and I should. I really should.
I'm a sucker. I am a sucker.
Its one of those moments that is ONLY saved by someone turning up at your house in the dead of night saying, "I did mean it."
And that ISN'T going to happen.
How old am I again? Not that that should make a difference.
You know when you think.... firstly you think... I don't know how many times I can do this.. and you have the most brief thought of, "I want this to be it.. I want to settle and love and have kids and be happy and..." and then you think....