16 February, 2004
Here are some interesting things for us to think about-
why is it that people who DON'T have online diaries/journals can't understand that
YES anyone from around the world who finds it can read it but NO that does not mean that you can.
They also don't understand that its not fair to go looking for it.
It doesn't count if you come up with lines like, "But I want to know everything there is to know about you!" Because truth be known (and really it never can be) you're not going to get to know a WHOLE lot from here (or there or there or there or there - other diaries/journals) unless you know what you're looking at or looking for. Its all just going to be information that you misconstrue.
I think.
Another point I'd like to make is that relying on people is the bittersweet part of life yes indeedy.
I'm relying on you to come through with the goods.
I'm relying on you to love me and not say stupid things.
I'm relying on you to turn up to my house when you say you will- I let someone down again today I'm a fvcking bitch that's what I am.
I'm relying on that new job.
On him paying me back.
On the possibility of a place in East Melbs with free rent.
On getting time between now and Wednesday morning to actually OPEN THAT FVCKING BOOK so that I don't crash and burn.
Literally.
Well computer simulated literally.
Isn't that life though?
I know some disgustingly good looking people.
I wish he would do his laundry more often.