flatlining.
23 December, 2003
Sorry I haven't emailed you I've been insanely busy- what with life and all and work and Christmas coming up and basically swallowing me whole. I'm in the whale of a belly of a Christmas week I tells ya.
Work work and more work and HOW STUPID AM I?!!!!
I lent him ONE HUNDRED DOLLARS AGAIN!!!!!
He had the fuckin nerve to ask for two hundred and I told him I didn't have it. He says he'll give it back to me tonight- but you know what'll happen right?
And then I get a text about buying drugs from him a little while later and I think- hell and mary I can't fucking do this.
You're all stupid but I'm the stupidest so don't worry.
Get on that fucking plane already.
(I received a Christmas card from an ex and yes indeedy I thought it was a wedding invitation because of the paper it was written on- I almost didn't read it- didn't want to read it- almost threw it- but luckily I didn't.)